Curiosity is what drives the world my friend. I suppose it's a little difficult to explain. Mainly due to me never analyzing what exactly it is that I desire differently other than a visceral "I don't enjoy this" thought. What I should say is, while I'm comfortable with my body and everything I have (I'm forever grateful for my life and the things in it. Good or bad) when gender dysphoria creeps in on me I'm not comfortable in my body. If there's a label, perhaps gender fluid fits it. Some days I "[i]feel[/i]" male and others I "feel" female. Which isn't to say I want to do any actions exclusive to each sex other than [i]be[/i] them. However I cannot simply snap my fingers and be one or the other. These are the cards I was dealt and I'm satisfied with personifying myself as the opposite sex when I "need" to. If you have any questions feel free to ask. If you don't agree with any of it that's okay too and I completely understand!