I have Aspergers as well. I suck at Destiny but then I treat the game as a bit of fun and can't get too serious about it. Shesmynerd is someone I have only watched once or twice when there was a fuss about him a while back. What I noticed was the huge amount of support he got from his team mates giving him instructions which made his job much easier. And yes I noticed the poor excuses if he died. People place far too much emphasis on KD as a reflection of skill. If you play as part of a team who communicate well then you can gang up on opponents and get easier kills. If, like me, you run on your own and aren't quite as good to begin with then you tend to have a harder time. But it's only a game.