I know nothing about Shes My Nerd, but just to point out a few things. Red bars in Destiny have a distinct [i]advantage[/i] over those with better connections, so that point is moot. Having a K/D that 2.02 vs 1.06 is not a direct correlation to being "2x better". It takes a significant amount more skill and gamesense to achieve a 2+ K/D. Not saying that K/D is the litmus test for determining skill as other factors are involved, but it is a good generalization. On that note, if you are averaging under 1 K/D on your combined toons, then chances are you are probably playing at a lower level of competition than he is. You can't really expect people to stop making jokes about one thing or another just because you have experienced it in your life. You don't find jokes about retards funny being that you are one. It's great that you got past your issues and are dealing with your condition. Now, if you can get past people making fun of it, then you will probably be a lot happier just realizing that in the end people, especially online, have almost no regard for other peoples' sensitivities.