Bro I feel your pain, I have hundreds of hours on this game and I never thought I'd get my hawkmoon. Finally got it 3 weeks ago and I've already dropped another since. That's 2 hawkmoons in 3 weeks, it'll happen my man. I agree that it sucks that xbox users could get it before you but you just gotta give up hopes of getting it. I had no hope of getting it and out of no where I got it from Mercury. It'll happen.