its not your squeaky voice, its that young players are usually pretty bad in pve. ive been playing since the first month and i cant remember a good experience when a kid was in my raid, especially the vault. might be bad luck but hell, im 32, i dont want to spend an hour or more with anyone under 16 in real life, let alone in destiny. make some friends around your age and you wont have to come complain on the forums.