Your third paragraph made me drop to the floor. What I was reading in the bible was SO ME! Like any girl who's read a horoscope :) sorry, couldn't resist. And if smoking weed and being attracted to girls in college is your definition of bad, I truly feel sorry for you. There is real evil on this world, something tells me you've been lucky enough to avoid it thus far. But if that to you was your lowest point you're doing alright, man.