Why would you think that it's the "first thought" after you die? Do you expect your identity to change once you're dead?
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But will I ever die?
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Are you a new form of creature that hasn't been discovered yet? Better yet, are you a mad scientist?
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But what if a new form of creature was a mad scientist?
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Do you really think that mad scientists are new creatures, when there's been documented reports of them for centuries?