I've gotten a lot less angry with Crucible after I've accepted that there is no victory in it, only defeat, and that I'm not good at it, but it still hasn't become fun for me.
I can see that the meta is Hand Cannons and Shotguns on Hunters and Warlocks, but otherwise it just seems like throwing myself into the game as cannon fodder for others without an ounce of enjoyment.
So, when do other people start having fun in the Crucible? Is it a specific mode? I admit I'm a solo player and don't have groups to play with, so maybe that's it?
-
I used to be exactly like you. Finished games with good scores, decent KD's but I never walked away from a game happy. I never had fun, I just did it cause it was there. So then I just totally stayed away from cruicible for months and months. It wasn't til Trials came round and a couple mates talked me into it that I jumped into it again. Our first attempt we failed. Then a few days later 1 of those friends was talking to a random and them 2 convinced me to do trials again, then we went flawless. From there I started to enjoy cruicible. Just running around with a mate or 2 in clash/control, was pretty fun! Then I made a Titan, levelled it up for defender first, and now I just run around popping bubbles. There was a game on Burning shrine I had the other day where I went 24-4 and I think I got my super 6 times! It has it's ups and downs for me still, but I'm starting to enjoy it a little more