I've gotten a lot less angry with Crucible after I've accepted that there is no victory in it, only defeat, and that I'm not good at it, but it still hasn't become fun for me.
I can see that the meta is Hand Cannons and Shotguns on Hunters and Warlocks, but otherwise it just seems like throwing myself into the game as cannon fodder for others without an ounce of enjoyment.
So, when do other people start having fun in the Crucible? Is it a specific mode? I admit I'm a solo player and don't have groups to play with, so maybe that's it?
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It's like lifting for the first time, it hurts and it sucks and you don't see progress right away. So you might think: What's the point? I'll never be like THOSE guys. But once you filter out the negative feelings and give in to your positive thoughts...at the end of the day it is you who have won. The thought of a better game next game was what pushed me, you have it in you to be better than the best destiny player in the world. The only difference between you and him? He played more than you.