Lulu Bleu Do you want to know who I like? Her name starts with an l. Ends with a u. You guessed it! It's you. Secrets out. I just feel like an idiot. I should've kissed you while I had the chance. I was just unsure if you wanted to. I didn't want to kiss you and end up being embarrassed because you didn't want to. I'm such a screw up with relationships. Can't do anything right. I've had a small crush on you ever since I met you at (insert name here) birthday party, and it has blossomed and grown ever since. And as soon as it's a full flower and I have the chance to pick it, I miss the prime time and someone else takes the flower. (Insert name here) is one hell of a lucky guy, and I hope he treats you right. I've only ever texted this long of a text twice, so it's pretty weird. I should've kissed you down by the fire pit or in the pool room. I'm sorry for not picking up all the hints you gave me. That's one of the things I'm worst at. Reading hints. Well, sorry about laying all of this on you as soon as you got a boyfriend but I just needed to get it out and I just wanted to let you know. Maybe after you and (insert name here), we could give it a shot! I don't know. It's your choice. Well, gotta go. You're an awesome person Lulu. And I swear if (inserts name here) breaks your heart, I'm gonna kill him. I've heard he's kind of bipolar and he's not going to initiate anything, but love finds a way. If he likes you enough, he'll learn to do all the things you need to. I hope you and him are happy together. I would hate to see you sad if he didn't make you happy. I still think you're an amazing friend, and I want to stay friends but I just wished we could've been more than that. Had my chance at being someone's first kiss and I done goofed. Hopefully (insert name here) is a good kisser! I also wish that he'll give you the feeling of absolute joy that you'll lose a point to cut yourself. I've always thought you're an amazing gal and I'm surprised whenever I see them because I don't see a single flaw when I look at you. Super long text I typed (but didn't save) after I found out she's dating someone. Some names replaced for personal privacy.