so thers a girl. like always.
i went on a date with her a few months ago but she didnt like it and i dont know why she asked me to go. she is way out of my league (like 9/10 to my 3/10).
anyway, she told me that she wasnt interested in me and i was a little heartbroken after that. but i got over it.
so here is the problem.
i dont think of her as much anymore, but when i do i think of physical violence. to her and to the people around me at that time.
last week, i actually became worried about myself after an extreme "idea". its not like -blam!- or anything btw
ill never actually proceed with any of these things but it worries me. pls help me.
tl;dr girl that i dont like anymore makes me get angry thoughts
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"As every serial killer ever knew, eventually just fantasizing wasn't enough"