With a good team, you can make it to the lighthouse without being a great pvp player. I'm definitely the weaklink on my team based on skill, but I don't get myself killed, I get my team revived right away, I use my firebolt grenades to push back or finish off enemies, and seem to be pretty good at calling strategy for my team EVENTHOUGH I feel bad sometimes telling players so much better than myself what to do, but it works and I've been to lighthouse on all 3 characters two of the 3 weeks, we just missed it on zpantheon map by 1 win twice. I also practice hard during the week and have been able to contribute more and more and even had a few games where I was first place on my team and twice won the 9th round for my team, albeit with a cheap self rest but a wins a win. Just keep trying and you'll make it, just realize you're not good rushing hard so pick your battles and engage from range, it's a team sport and strategy is just as important as skill. Our last game of my 3rd flawless run last week our entire team was actually negative with KDs, but we still won 5/4