Also, that is my story. You can't go into Christianity simply hoping to see a miracle or something mind blowing. You have to want it truly in your heart. Its searching for Christ and his eternal love. It's truly giving yourself to God and putting in all in his hands while carrying out his plans for us here on Earth in the mean time. He wants us to spread the good word and to bring people to his kingdom. Simple. And if we are faithful and true to his word, he will show us things unimaginably awesome and incredible.