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Edited by SilentGunner29:
4/23/2015 10:52:31 PM
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Feeling depressed, lonely, and worthless.
Hey guys I know you won't think much of this but I'm just feeling this way. I have only a couple friends and every time I feel happy in my life, the happiness fades away in about 5 minutes. People call me lots of things such as "fag", "retard", and more. I used to love my life but now I come home everyday sad and I usually sleep for like 4 hours. The only thing that cheers me up is my family and music anymore and I barely see my whole family because they are working. Like I said most of you won't care but comment if you feel similar or you want to cheer me up. Thanks.
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1 ReplyDon't let them git 2 u OP just knock dem out 4 gud
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4 Replies[i]Do you ever feel like a plastic bag Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again? Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in? Do you ever feel already buried deep six feet under? Screams but no one seems to hear a thing Do you know that there's still a chance for you 'Cause there's a spark in you? You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine Just own the night like the 4th of July 'Cause, baby, you're a firework Come on, show 'em what you're worth Make 'em go, "Aah, aah, aah" As you shoot across the sky-y-y Baby, you're a firework Come on, let your colours burst Make 'em go, "Aah, aah, aah" You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe You don't have to feel like a wasted space You're original, cannot be replaced If you only knew what the future holds After a hurricane comes a rainbow Maybe a reason why all the doors are closed So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road Like a lightning bolt, your heart will glow And when it's time you'll know You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine Just own the night like the 4th of July 'Cause, baby, you're a firework Come on, show 'em what you're worth Make 'em go, "Aah, aah, aah" As you shoot across the sky-y-y Baby, you're a firework Come on, let your colours burst Make 'em go, "Aah, aah, aah" You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe Boom, boom, boom Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon It's always been inside of you, you, you And now it's time to let it through-ough-ough 'Cause, baby, you're a firework Come on, show 'em what you're worth Make 'em go, "Aah, aah, aah" As you shoot across the sky-y-y Baby, you're a firework Come on, let your colours burst Make 'em go, "Aah, aah, aah" You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe Boom, boom, boom Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon Boom, boom, boom Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon [/i]
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7 RepliesThere are women getting řaped in the middle east constantly and you are crying about being called names. Make you feel better?
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Join the club buddy.
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Edited by Draconis Ark: 4/22/2015 10:50:03 AM
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Definitely sounds like you need to see a doctor, make that your first step then take it from there
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1 ReplyDon't listen to them comrade. People who have to put down others are usually depressed and worthless wastes of space and resources. It'll kill them inside to see you happy with yourself!
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I know how you feel, and for me it's only getting worse, but I really hope you get better soon.
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Start working out and or exercising. Getting healthier, more physically fit and stronger changes more than your body. You will also notice changes in your mind. You will have more energy, more willpower, more motivation, drive and passion. The first couple of weeks will probably suck but if you stick with it past that stage and allow yourself to get where you are seeing results, actual physical results, you won't want to stop. Once you get into a routine it will become 2nd nature for you to work out. Getting stronger makes you want to get even stronger. If you want some motivation to actually start a routine or training regime this is what I did last year. I signed up for the Spartan Race out here in vegas. 9 miles 20+ obstacles. At the time I was pretty damn sure I had no business attempting that shit. I was out of shape for sure. But I got together with a couple other guys and we started training for it. Before long if a week passes without me working I get anxious. But I was seeing results so I never wanted to stop. Long story shorter we did the race this Saturday and killed it and now we're training for the Beast. So yeah I really suggest the Spartan races. You will meet so many cool people out there and once you finish you will feel so accomplished. And it will give you that kick in the ass to get up and start training. It beats laying around feeling sorry for yourself.
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Lol then don't act like such a bundle of sticks
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I'm kinda the same
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You might be clinically depressed. See a doctor, one for your body, one for your mind. Talk to your family about being bullied, because that's what it sounds like is happening to me. You have value. You're valuable. Nothing will ever change that. Literally nothing. The human life is infinitely valuable.
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2 RepliesBbbbut I love you, OP. (First of all, just because people call you things does not mean they're true. I believe someone already said this, but exercise is a good idea because it relieves stress and makes your brain let out feel good hormones. Also, it helps to tell someone, even us, about it. Holding things in never helps anyone. If you have to, report bullying to school authorities. Nowadays there are serious punishment for bullying. Also, tell family members about this.)
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1 ReplyIf you're feeling down depressed and lonely I know a place where we can go 22 Acacia Avenue And meet a lady that I know
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1 ReplyI'm in the same exact situation.. You just gotta lift your chin up and keep moving one leg In front of the other.. Keep walking forwards and don't look back.. Things I've found useful are 1) Getting proper sleep 2) exercising not only releases endorphins that act as happy hormones, but also make you look better so increase your confidence... It's a slow process but not impossible :)
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1 ReplyRemember that there are people out there struggling the same way just don't let them get to your head and try to stay positive, hope you get past this bro.
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1 ReplyGo play in traffic
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Edited by Britton: 4/22/2015 12:04:19 AMYou're ultimately responsible for your own happiness. Maybe you should see what you can fix about yourself before blaming others.
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1 ReplyYeah they call me retard too. Don't let them get to you op.
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[quote]Hey guys I know you won't think much of this but I'm just feeling this way. I have only a couple friends and every time I feel happy in my life, the happiness fades away in about 5 minutes. People call me lots of things such as "fag", "retard", and more. I used to love my life but now I come home everyday sad and I usually sleep for like 4 hours. The only thing that cheers me up is my family and music anymore and I barely see my whole family because they are working. Like I said most of you won't care but comment if you feel similar or you want to cheer me up. Thanks.[/quote] Just take a big fat rip from el Bongo
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Get used to it. Hate to sound cynical, but that's how the world is. The sooner you learn to accept that, the sooner you learn to enjoy the fleeting moments of happiness
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5 RepliesAt least you got a couple friends i have none
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1 ReplyTry meditation. And yes i know, most people see the word and immediately disregard it. But honestly meditation can do wonders for your mind, body, and soul. It helps me when i'm angry, sad, or just feeling stressed out. Another thing i suggest is exercise. I'm honestly not sure why it works, but it does. Back when i was doing P90X everyday i noticed i was just feeling much better about myself and everything going on on life. Give it a try. Also, making a "change of scenery" can help too. Find something new to occupy some of your time. Like join a club or a local sports team. Or even pickup a new hobby.
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I dunno if this is a Scottish thing but when someone called me a name in high school i'd smack them in their bitch mouth. I had assholes in school try to bully me but then you just hit the bully, and then you hit him a few more times till he's on the floor then walk away. No more bullies. Man up
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1 ReplyYour life shouldn't be dictated by how others feel about u. The ones calling u a fag and retard are usually the fags themselves and trying to divert their issues away and onto someone else. U will realize only u can decide your own happiness. And I hope u do end up well and better than those douches.
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1 ReplyIt will pass. If you need someone to talk to, just message me. I'll reply. (And this is coming from someone who tried to kill himself before)
