I used to kind of like this one girl from freshman year of high school. It wasn't like a full on "like" or crush or anything like that, it was more of a "It would be pretty cool to go out with her." That lasted for about a month and a half after realizing that I probably couldn't get a girl like that anyways. But...oh, God have the last 2 years have been a rollercoaster of doubt. This one other girl who I suspected of having a crush on me for the last 2 years (beginning Sophomore year) has only grown. Grown to the point where I can't stop thinking about her and where I've had the "reciprocal liking" effect. Couple reasons I haven't done anything: - The evidence for speculation isn't definite. It wasn't concrete enough for me to act - When I thought about, why this girl? I always looked at myself as not being good enough (personality and looks). Then all of a sudden this girl (who I find decently/really attractive and have noticed she is kind of popular) is into me? To the point where she's [b][u]afraid[/u][/b] to say anything to me? I couldn't believe it...I couldn't accept it... This one girl...has changed my entire mentality about how I feel about myself, without the need of even really talking to me. To be honest, I still love telling this story, but it comes with the regret. [spoiler]It's still going on...[/spoiler]