I cup my hand over my mouth and swallow the vodka hard. "What?!" My eyes blink profusely as I work through what you said. I TURN OFF MY COMM. "OK listen. I am not 'dating' anyone. NO ONE has honest to goodness asked me out. Pushed themselves on me without my permission, yes." My face saddens a bit as I continue. "Suppose I'm too old fashioned, honestly. I suppose I should forego all of my standards and roll with whoever insults me or kisses me first. I don't know Bar. This whole love thing... I should just give up. Go out and wait to die somewhere." Drinks more vodka.