Ever since my first post in these forums, I have spewed hate and displeasure toward the game, content updates, and the RNG system. My Criticism, Rants, And Anger were unjust and unfair. I apologize to Everyone associated with Bungie, Destiny, And Activision.
I finally realized today my anger was misplaced. My angry should have been directed at the stupid players, whining babies, and preaching manchilds roaming these forums.
I have everything, i ever needed in my characters. Hell, i even deleted my lvl 30+ warlock a while back out of realization he didn't fit my playstyle.
i have no Ghally, Hawkmoon, Crux, Thunderlord, Fate Of All Fools, Or Any Other Lubrication Guardians here fantasize about.
But Guess What, I'm doing perfectly fine without them. I realized to work around these weapons, and utilize weapons no one ever mentions to replace them. I realized RNG is RNG, and That i have everything I need to succeed.
However, my resilience since launch gets tested everyday. All the moaning, bitching, and whining on these forums, and on the game is contagious. Whether a random noob who dies and contributes nothing in a raid getting what you wanted, or a friend who you assisted with a handout from gorgon chest and gets something you desired, or carrying a nightfall to end up hearing someone gloating, or bitching about the loot that you wished you received.
Its Contagious. Envy slowly builds up from watching, and hearing others whine or gloat about loot. It was the sole reason for my anger in this game. Luckily Now, I don't care so much about it.
In my point of view now, if someone gets a gun I haven't received yet, or wanted, I congratulate them, and carry on without whining. Why you ask? My reason is simple.. without me they wouldn't have gotten it.
Goodbye Envy, Hello Ego. Learn from my example fellow guardians. Prevent Envy, and Gain Ego.
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My friends always think I'm mad when they get exotics I'm missing, but I always tell them "Naw man, I'm excited you got something good. Gives me hope, and you something awesome."