i got the vex by dying waiting for the first teleport and my team finishing with me dead, did i "EARN" that? I got the hawkmoon by dying at the 1 of the first knights just outside of the deathsinger checkpoint on HM crota and my team finishing with out me, did I "EARN" that? but i went through and finished 3 lvl 30 heroics for enough coins to buy red death, that wasn't earing? or did i just get lucking on the raid attempts? and earning is just getting lucky in game?