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Edited by CarelessRook117:
2/23/2015 1:26:47 AM
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I keep getting depressed.
Oh look! Another pointless shitpost of me ranting!!
Isn't it wonderful that you get listen to me complain for another few minutes! I sure hope you like melodramatic complaining!
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For those who didn't immediately leave (like you probably should), I've found myself becoming disheartened frequently over the past few months.
Just now I decided to check out Arby n Chief for the first time and although it was hysterical, the ending prompted me to write this.
Playing vidoegames, sketching, watching youtube, and even doing nothing make me depressed now even though they've been my favorite hobbies.
It also doesn't help that my Grandpa and Monty Oum (one of my inspirations) both died on the same day a few weeks ago.
Part of me thinks I'm just stuck and that I'll never move forward...
Then the other part tells me that that's bullshit and that I should get a move on.
Is there any advice to move out of this limbo?
Edit: thank you to everyone who bothered to reply, It really helps to know that not everyone on b.net is intellectually deficient.
As a side note, I'm not "depressed" as in the chemical disorder, I've just been in a low rut lately and am feeling down.
Edit #2 (man I'm just full of these): One of my recurring sources of disheartening media is the web show known as Zero Punctuation.
This show has, singlehandedly, made me begin to hate videogames.
It has turned one of my favorite hobbies into something that nags at the back of my mind like an angry stepmother.
I try to avoid this by not watching any if his videos but of find myself being drawn back to them like some twisted form of stockholm syndrome combined with waterboarding.
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Hey buddy, my name is Kyle. I've been in your shoes before, (I think we all have) but more recently have I come out of a down season, so I hope these few thing that I have to share can help you see that you can overcome anything. To begin, a relative received a sobering diagnosis. My aunt, which has been my guardian for 19 years, was diagnosed with colon cancer a few weeks ago. To add some perspective to the significance of this fact, the reason she was assigned as my guardian is because my biological mother died of cervical cancer. This is a horrifying reminder of the pain that we face in this life. Psychological and physical. Whether the circumstances be in our control or whether we are at the mercy of the father above. I may not know your walk or how close you were to your grandfather, but he's in good hands. I would like to encourage you to step out of your comfort zone. I'm 21 years old and my life has taken me for a ride I never would have asked for. I'm alone in a 1 bedroom apartment, 100 miles from home, but I keep my head up, and I embrace those who suffer as I have because it's not called "a need" for a reason. You're one of a kind and you're loved. Live your life as such, and let no one stop you from achieving happiness. Never let your heart be troubled with the deficiencies of this life. That does not mean you shouldn't face them and tackle them head on, but keep peace and love in your heart and you can overcome the world. God bless you, my dear friend.
