I hope
Otherwise its cruel, constant pain is constant
I have fits of coughing that last about 5 mins where I just cough up blood and nearly black out everytime
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That sounds painful man :/
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First time it happened over the mic friends thought I was having a heart attack and that they were hearing me die Its sad on a few levels that they are used to it now
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:/ man I'm sorry. I assume you've seen a doctor about it what have they said?
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Scar tissue in lungs is what's causing the fits Can't do shit Its a rythm everyday while it sounds masochistic, I've grown comfortable with the pain, in that like my dad used to say, pain is weakness leaving the body and it lets you know you're alive. Though I have wished not to be, I remember why I'm still alive and who for so I keep going I guess.