Do here's the deal. I haven't exactly been happy for about a year and a half now, ever since I moved. Hasn't really gotten much better either. A couple weeks ago I began to suspect their was a deeper reason for my unhappiness, so of course I took to google. The symptoms I found matched pretty closely to Bipolar Disorder. So basically I self diagnosed myself with bipolarity and it would be great to get some sort of advice or something. Edit: I know a self diagnoses on google is far from a legitimate basis for this, and I know my best option is to go to a doctor, but I'm just scared. Scared of what may happen, scared of legitimizing it.