I have lost over 5 games today due to me getting matched against good players and getting rocks as teammates.
Also I can't have fun with my friends anymore because they get matched against people better than them.
I can't have fun in general pvp by myself because I can't use anything fun, for example I can't use telesto because I get matched against people with clever dragons and shotguns (I'm not saying they need nerfing)
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I agree that I can never relax and try a new weapon. Bungie says that's what private matches are for....but private matches won't reward me with a matador. I want to use non meta weapons and not feel completely punished for even the thought of it. Every game I enter is full of try hards and it wears on me a lot. I go negative most of the time simply because I'm not in the mood to play sweaty. I want to have fun, and try hard 24/7 isn't fun to me.