...I absolutely hate it. The completionist in me is screaming at me to get it done and get the last Moment of Triumph for Year 2, but each and every match so far has been an excruciating, hair-pulling experience.
Match-in-progress into a shitty team, getting outplayed, getting outgunned, getting panic supered by a Striker Titan, you name it. It's probably happened to me already save for the indecency of getting teabagged. I feel like no matter what I do, the opponent does it better.
Maybe it's because it's been a long time since I've committed myself to PvP. I'm sure people are a lot better now than they were back then. Still, no matter how hard I try to "git gud," I get absolutely dunked on by everyone else. I'm lucky if I even manage to break even.
The shitty part is that I used to be half-decent, and I actually had fun in PvP (I have footage of myself raging yet still laughing and having a good time). I've gone flawless several times in Year One, but now I'm absolutely afraid of getting stomped on and being a hindrance to my fireteam.
I seriously need a PvP clan that will do regular sweats in private matches so I can practice and hopefully not be shit or something. As it stands, though, this questline is just making me hate PvP -- and myself -- right now.
tl;dr I'm mad cuz bad, and I can't seem to git gud anymore.