I'm usually a very positive person. I'm always happy, loud, and just being a funny ass dude. But, now that my birthdays coming up, I feel so unexcited and negative. I get less and less excited with each coming birthday. I mean, don't get me wrong. I'm thankful for sixteen years of life and waking up everyday. It's just that I'm not really sure how to feel. I guess I'm finally realizing that I'm no longer a kid. I'm growing up and that sucks.